last night was full of tension.
i was so much scared for the first time in how many years.
all my hopes in qualifying for indayog tumbled down.
they found out about my s* issue.
a thing that's been pressing my mind hard.
joining that group passed my mind
but if i were to chose between that and indayog,
i would definitely choose indayog.

but last night was terrible,
i found out that my qualification was troubled because the indayog found out that i was being recruited.
that s* made my head hurt for how many days
and now, it's making me lose the one thing i ever wanted to join in UP

all night was terrible.
i kept thinking about the two.
its not about choosing between the two
but on how i hate that s* thing for placing my qualification in hot waters.
now im worried if i'd be accepted or not
and because of the s* issue my chance of qualifying was getting smaller
O GOD...

today was the same...
i was suppose to prepare for a long test tom..
but my mind was so preoccupied with worries
and my whole system was down.
all i ever did today was lie down and think and worry.
worrying makes me weak.
and weak makes me sleep.
all day i was sleeping.
but this afternoon, while i was trying to find something to listen to that will not remind me of what i was worrying about...
a text suddenly freed me from my worries
and gave me back my energy



"Hi marnelli.. Bab to, ntxt knb n gege na pmasa ka sa auditions?
o wel, i jst wnt 2 make sure na hindi ka ttuloy sa edit..
ako bahala sayo, wg ka mtakot.."


waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!
TALAGANG HINDI NA
DAHIL DUN MUNTIK NA AKONG DI MAKAPASA...
pinasakit na nga ulo ko, pinanganib pa indayog membership ko..


anywayzz... im in.. im officially one of the indayog na!
yehey!
ahahhahaha
nobody can't explain how happy i am today
dancing is my passion
and i found happiness IN indayog
not only for dancing
but because of the people in it
i am now part of their family
and im proud of it
wooooooh!!
ahahhahahhaha
not only will my passion be satisfied
my skills would also be developed
di lang sa sayaw!
pati na rin sa stunts!
weeee!
watch out for me!!!


if now i have the talent in dancing
abangan nyo pag naging halimaw na ako
sa pagsasayaw!!
bwahahahha


nga pala..
number 3 ako sa mga nag-auditions sa indayog sa taong ito
wahahhahaa...
#3 of Set A
out of 6 sets and at most 15-20 auditionist per set...
addict noh?
ang aga ko nag-audition
di naman ako excited
advice nila kc agahan ko para konti lang manonood
tama nga cla
wala maxado nakapanood ng audition ko
konting mga indayog lang at walang others
not like sa other sets.. lahat ng indayog nakapanood
and may mga others pa.. tulad ko..
wahahhahaha


thanks to all my friends who prayed for me...
i love you all