my side of the story...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

happy birthday to me..

its now 2am in the morning...

2 hours ago i just turned 18... they say this is one of the most special phase of a female person...
im officially not a girl anymore... not yet a woman... im a lady!!

i was so touched that my friends really put effort to be the first one to greet me on this special birthday... imagine all of them saying one exact line.."ako unang mag-gi-great sa ' yo" hahahahaha.. i love them so much...

im here.. alone.. everyone is asleep.. being sentimental.. listening to all of the songs my 18roses picked for my debut... listening as the rain touches the earth... having the rain makes me smile.. cause for me, raining on my bday is something... for me it is GOD's way of blessing me.. and im glad that, as i remember, not one birthday of mine has the rain been absent.. i thought it's just one of my biased observation... but my friend kim, whose birthday is also same with mine but 2yrs later, proved right my observation... she also noticed that it always rained on our birthday.. whether just a shower or typhoon.. ahahahah... right now the rain has stopped.. raining for just a moment made me think that "hindi kaya umulan for the sake of the record na laging umuulan sa birthday ko" God works with me.. we both maintain the record.. hahahhaha... its really weird that out of the hotness.. it just suddenly rains... or maybe rainy season is just starting... AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

its only 4 days from now and its the much awaited party... lately i haven't felt excited because of the stress i've been going through in preparing for my debut... but hearing these songs that will be played during the dances of the 18 roses.. i suddenly felt excited... trying out my gown also helped.. hahahahha... i do hope nothing goes wrong.. i hope everyone in that party would have a great time...

GOD THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME 18 WONDERFUL YEARS OF LIFE.. AND I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD BLESS ME WITH MORE YEARS TO LIVE.... THANK YOU VERY MUCH.. I LOVE YOU!!!

legal na ako.. hehe..

~oOo~RottenButSweet~oOo~ [2:00 AM]
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~oOo~So Rotten~oOo~

MASAYA NA AKO NGAYON!!!

Ako si BEA MARNELLI PINEDA PITOY

Ako ay isang tao na sa unang tingin ay mapagkakamalang masungit. As in sobrang sungit. Wala itong mintis! Ito ay isang obserbasyon na nagsimula pa noong bata pa ako. Base sa obserbasyon ito, lahat ng tao na nakakakita sa akin ay hindi ako nagugustuhan. Walang tao ang nagugustuhan ako kaagad. Kung hindi sila nagagalit, naiirita sila sa akin. Ngunit lahat ng ito'y nagbabago kapag ako ay nakilala na, nakasama na. Hindi ko naman sila masisisi. Di naman mapagkaka-ila na mukha nga akong masungit. Pero WHAT YOU SEE FROM ME ISN'T WHAT YOU GET! Kung mukha man akong masungit, ito'y kabaligtaran sa aking ugali. Ako'y masayahing tao, palakaibigan, mapagkakatiwalaan, at may itinatagong hiya rin. Minsan ako'y pinagtataksilan ng aking sariling mukha. Minsan kasi ay nahihiya ako sa ibang tao, ngunit iba ang ipinapakita ng aking mukha. Imbis na magmukha akong nahihiya, ako'y mukhang nagsusuplada. Pero ito lang ang masasabi ko, kilalanin niyo muna ako bago ninyo ako husgahan... at baka madagdag lang kayo sa listahan ko ng mga taong nagsabi sa akin ng: "AKALA KO NOON MASUNGIT, MATARAY, MAARTE, KA.. YUN PALA MABAIT KA!"