Saturday, March 31, 2007

everything begins here

it was last Wednesday when we had our graduation rites... everything was so solemn.. everything was really happening.. still i haven't absorbed anything... we were all there.. we marched.. we listened.. we got our diplomas.. we sang... we did everything that is to be done in a graduation... but still i dont feel it...

we still went to school the following days.. my mind is aware that this would be my last days in manila science.. but my heart doesn't feel it... i let those days past without even treasuring every second that past.. i was too busy... my friends and i talk as if we haven't graduated yet.. our sentences still contain those "ano ba yan gagraduate na tayo.." sometimes, the fact that we have graduated already slips our minds...

it was last night when everything came over me.. i was watching a movie about a wandering soul whose body is in coma... she was a doctor thus she was very busy.. she had no time to enjoy life.. when she was just a soul she realized that she missed a lot of things in life.. she was too busy working.. she regret to have not lived life and now she was dead... with that thought i realized that everything goes by so fast... it was not long ago that i first stepped in my high school and now i've graduated.. i havent even absorbed this last year of my stay... i expected myself to cry during the graduation but i did not.. and i wondered why.. i wanted to cry and be sentimental that day.. but it didnt happen.. it was just like an ordinary day.. now.. all the emotions, all the sentiments, all was with me last night... all of these went out to be nothing but a single tear...


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MASAYA NA AKO NGAYON!!!

Ako si BEA MARNELLI PINEDA PITOY


Ako ay isang tao na sa unang tingin ay mapagkakamalang masungit. As in sobrang sungit. Wala itong mintis! Ito ay isang obserbasyon na nagsimula pa noong bata pa ako. Base sa obserbasyon ito, lahat ng tao na nakakakita sa akin ay hindi ako nagugustuhan. Walang tao ang nagugustuhan ako kaagad. Kung hindi sila nagagalit, naiirita sila sa akin. Ngunit lahat ng ito'y nagbabago kapag ako ay nakilala na, nakasama na. Hindi ko naman sila masisisi. Di naman mapagkaka-ila na mukha nga akong masungit. Pero WHAT YOU SEE FROM ME ISN'T WHAT YOU GET! Kung mukha man akong masungit, ito'y kabaligtaran sa aking ugali. Ako'y masayahing tao, palakaibigan, mapagkakatiwalaan, at may itinatagong hiya rin. Minsan ako'y pinagtataksilan ng aking sariling mukha. Minsan kasi ay nahihiya ako sa ibang tao, ngunit iba ang ipinapakita ng aking mukha. Imbis na magmukha akong nahihiya, ako'y mukhang nagsusuplada. Pero ito lang ang masasabi ko, kilalanin niyo muna ako bago ninyo ako husgahan... at baka madagdag lang kayo sa listahan ko ng mga taong nagsabi sa akin ng: "AKALA KO NOON MASUNGIT, MATARAY, MAARTE, KA.. YUN PALA MABAIT KA!"

Name:
Beautiful Stranger

DOB:
May 22, 1989


Ako ay isang babae.. Nag-aral ng nursery sa South Merville School.. Pumasok sa Colegio San Agustin at doon ay nag-aral sa loob ng 9 na taon... Nag-high school sa Manila Science High School.. at ngayon ay papasok sa University of the Philippines Manila upang mag-aral ng medisina... na magsisimula sa pag-aaral ng BS Public Health.. bwahahaha... at balang araw ay magiging mayaman!!!